must post more

Hai...hai, i really must post more often...yay having multiple blogs....none of which i keep entirely up with.

Updates: still agent hunting....hai 'shhh...i'm huntin agents...heheehehehehe'

Okay yeah, that was bad. I'm halfway through that first books sequal...but i'm taking a break and moving on to a different story set in a whole different place, time period and way of thinking...must get out of an ancient chinese/ japanese frame of mind and come back to my home town where this story is set. I had a sudden push to do this story that's been on the back burner for well over a year and became instantaniously inspired and fell right back in love with the charries...especially the main man John XD...waii waii! sexy assassins! Yay!

I really am odd compared to many women. I just realized by how much!

Here's how different:

1. many women are yes...attracted to the bad boy...which...in their head is either a criminal...a playboy....or some acting playboy jock actor....and many women are fixated on latino men....

Me...hell....i like a bad boy, but i mean a guy who isn't neccissarily a bad guy....just rough around the ages...doesn't suit todays social standards...and generally landed himself in a bad place because he was trying to ...not neccisssarily play the hero, but...is one in a Robin-Hoodish kind of way. You know...an assassin who is 'killing the bad guys' (this btw is John), a Pirate....hey...they steal from rich people, a man who was wrongly accussed of a crime, a samurai (mmm samurai's XD), ninja's....well...warriors, in general are what i find very attractive. *suddenly dreamy about the 300 guys*

2. So many women like pretty guys....like ...Patrick Dempsy...Brad Pitt....Jude Law....ummm.....that....soccer guy who's name i'm forgotten. Alright...i'll admit...he's got a nice body; i'm just not generally attracted to that. I like a rugged look....not slob-wise...but shaggy hair (neat is good too) , but i'm not usually attracted to the clean shaven, i like scruffliness...not beads (goatees are fine)...not mustaches...but a thin layer of hair that doesn't neccessarily have to be even. But the thing i find most attractive is intellect and humor...a good mix of the two (mmm....witty humor), is most excellent. A slight serious is needed too...and a nice dash of dark, broodiness...very sexy.

I have thus made 'the list'
Johnny Depp (smart, funny, extremelly tallented and hot)
Hugh Jackman (same as above)
David Krumholtz (intelligent, funny, talented...very sexy because of it...i like the hair XD)
Doctor Will from Big Brother (I'm sorry....he was a bloody evil genius and i find that very sexy)
Ozzy of Survivor (common! smart...funny...honorable...true survivor in every sense, the monkey...so hot! Honor and loyalty....i find that extremely sexy as well)

3. most women like to show for clothes....love fashion...and shoes.... *gags*

I absolutly loath clothes shopping! Most fashion looks like a train wreck or something dug out of a garbage heap, i'm sorry and shoes? Shoes! High heals.....gag me! I need me some boots......though i would love to find some knee-high, stilletto, open toe lace up boots....that would be awesome. But i have what...one pair of cheap beach sandals i wear to retrieve the mail, some nice black buckled boots that i weat all the time and black knee high zip up, boots that i wear on occassion. But on the whole...i'm not orgasmic about clothes or shoe shopping....though i am orgasmic over books......i can spend hundreds on books. If i need to save money...all i need is to stay clear of the bookstore and i'll be great. XD

So i'm an odd one...so what? I'm happy, married (to a man who exhibits the qualities i love and was and still is my best friend) and have a child. We don't fight over small things...we laugh at them..and other stuff we talk about and neither of us care about money...except when we need to pay bills...but it is never a disrupting issue in our love.

I say i've got it made in that matter...and i'm happy to be different than most women. XD