interesting

((MUSIC)) "The Warlock's Fife"- Lifescapes
Don't you just love people who take your money? I know they love doing, damned evilloan people..i know i paid it off...then out of nowhere they say...you owe 400 more......damn them all to hell.

In less stressful...however a tad bit more stressful but exciting, i may be pregnant. I have not had a period in 2 months..the first month (and i've done this often) it was because i over stressed myeself and skipped the month...i've done that at least 3 times now. But this past month, i haven't been stressed, i've been happy....i've had cramps at night...and sometimes a bit of nausia in the moring, nothing to really count as bothersome, but i have woken up everyday with a very dry mouth, and i've lost some of my weight rather quickly. So i'm lead to believe i most likely am.

I am going to get checked out soon, i'll tell ya then.

Dog eats Cat food

((MOOD))
((MUSIC)) "Last in my Winds"- Weib Kreuz

So James' dog, Lavie, keeps eatin all the cat food...which is costing me, i had moved the food into our room...but she'd found it and still insists on eating it when we aren't looking and sometimes when we are. -.-'.

In other news...the cat is alittle nuts, but i have discovered that i mainly witness this insanity in house cats....like a case of cabin fever or somethin lol. Stryder has been runnin around insanly, chasing invisible things on the floor, staring at walls....or sometimes at nothing at all. It's weirdin me out. XP .he has this crazed look on him a lot...he's so weird..and yet...so adorable.
STRYDER














LAVIE














and there they are..the cuties ^^

soreness of two kinds

((MOOD))
((MUSIC)) "The Death Song"- Marylin Manson
((Phrase of the moment)) "we light a candle on an earth we made into hell...and pretend that we're in heaven"
..i would ramble on again about bills....but i'm trying to remind myself that almost all of em are paid for right now. *deep breath* worked out more and ...it doesn't hurt as much te second time...until the end. Tried stretching and i can't do it very well anymore....man...i used to stretch all over the place....and then...i stopped...for a year...now i can't..-.-'.

Laundry...

((MOOD))

((MUSIC)) "Mobscene"- Marylin Manson

This is just sad....with all the bills left over from the last apartment and all the activation fees...move in fees...transfer of service fees and all the other fucking fees that the fucking government pigs and the damned bastards running big fucking corporate companies thrust upon us all....i am running very low on cash and paying things late.....-.-** shoot me....no...better yet shoot them. MONEY IS EVIIIILLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really think i would have prefered living in the past where people used to barter....or hell i'll even go for the 'Star Trek' thing where money no longer matters...where people don't need money to define themselves. But we all know that'll never happen......freakin corporate pigs.....i hope you all rot in hell!!!!!! Better yet, i hope they go to hell and suffer mortal pain that no being could stand....die...then stay in hell....and be tortured yet again...for all eternity *evil laughter*

*Ahem* Forgive the rant....but all of you who know how it is when you do't have much money to do anything at all.

Anywho....in other news....*phone call* well....that's one less bill to worry about...my father-in-law had gotten us our last phone and had payed the bills for us...and since the last one was late...they had sent it to us..we were confused cause none of us saw the last bill. Well he found it and is going to pay it for us, so now i don't have to send it..plus the 75 something to make sure they don't shut off the phone. That put me in a better mood ^.^

Anywho, because of the money problem i really haven't had spare cash to do laundry...soooooo...i am washing stuff by hand in the tub and then hanging it with a fan pointed at the clothes. Sad ain't it? lol oh well.....best i can do right now..............i do wish we had our own washer and dryer 9.9...a girl can be hopeful ne?