::: Razorblade Kiss :::

2008-06-12T21:49:00.000-07:00

yay...this'll probably just become a quizy dumping ground or something ~.~

must post more

2008-05-30T21:12:00.000-07:00

Hai...hai, i really must post more often...yay having multiple blogs....none of which i keep entirely up with.

Updates: still agent hunting....hai 'shhh...i'm huntin agents...heheehehehehe'

Okay yeah, that was bad. I'm halfway through that first books sequal...but i'm taking a break and moving on to a different story set in a whole different place, time period and way of thinking...must get out of an ancient chinese/ japanese frame of mind and come back to my home town where this story is set. I had a sudden push to do this story that's been on the back burner for well over a year and became instantaniously inspired and fell right back in love with the charries...especially the main man John XD...waii waii! sexy assassins! Yay!

I really am odd compared to many women. I just realized by how much!

Here's how different:

1. many women are yes...attracted to the bad boy...which...in their head is either a criminal...a playboy....or some acting playboy jock actor....and many women are fixated on latino men....

Me...hell....i like a bad boy, but i mean a guy who isn't neccissarily a bad guy....just rough around the ages...doesn't suit todays social standards...and generally landed himself in a bad place because he was trying to ...not neccisssarily play the hero, but...is one in a Robin-Hoodish kind of way. You know...an assassin who is 'killing the bad guys' (this btw is John), a Pirate....hey...they steal from rich people, a man who was wrongly accussed of a crime, a samurai (mmm samurai's XD), ninja's....well...warriors, in general are what i find very attractive. *suddenly dreamy about the 300 guys*

2. So many women like pretty guys....like ...Patrick Dempsy...Brad Pitt....Jude Law....ummm.....that....soccer guy who's name i'm forgotten. Alright...i'll admit...he's got a nice body; i'm just not generally attracted to that. I like a rugged look....not slob-wise...but shaggy hair (neat is good too) , but i'm not usually attracted to the clean shaven, i like scruffliness...not beads (goatees are fine)...not mustaches...but a thin layer of hair that doesn't neccessarily have to be even. But the thing i find most attractive is intellect and humor...a good mix of the two (mmm....witty humor), is most excellent. A slight serious is needed too...and a nice dash of dark, broodiness...very sexy.

I have thus made 'the list'
Johnny Depp (smart, funny, extremelly tallented and hot)
Hugh Jackman (same as above)
David Krumholtz (intelligent, funny, talented...very sexy because of it...i like the hair XD)
Doctor Will from Big Brother (I'm sorry....he was a bloody evil genius and i find that very sexy)
Ozzy of Survivor (common! smart...funny...honorable...true survivor in every sense, the monkey...so hot! Honor and loyalty....i find that extremely sexy as well)

3. most women like to show for clothes....love fashion...and shoes.... *gags*

I absolutly loath clothes shopping! Most fashion looks like a train wreck or something dug out of a garbage heap, i'm sorry and shoes? Shoes! High heals.....gag me! I need me some boots......though i would love to find some knee-high, stilletto, open toe lace up boots....that would be awesome. But i have what...one pair of cheap beach sandals i wear to retrieve the mail, some nice black buckled boots that i weat all the time and black knee high zip up, boots that i wear on occassion. But on the whole...i'm not orgasmic about clothes or shoe shopping....though i am orgasmic over books......i can spend hundreds on books. If i need to save money...all i need is to stay clear of the bookstore and i'll be great. XD

So i'm an odd one...so what? I'm happy, married (to a man who exhibits the qualities i love and was and still is my best friend) and have a child. We don't fight over small things...we laugh at them..and other stuff we talk about and neither of us care about money...except when we need to pay bills...but it is never a disrupting issue in our love.

I say i've got it made in that matter...and i'm happy to be different than most women. XD

I'm back

2008-03-30T15:33:00.000-07:00

((Mood))
((Music)) "She's on Fire"- Train

I'm back...wow...i thought i was only 2 years....but it's more like 2 1/2...how sad...ah well, i'm back!!! So yay for that....demo...i mainly feel like slicing things up....i know it was something small....but i'm pms'ing currently...so no surprise that i'm in a foul mood over something miniscule.

Other news. I'm a mommy ^^ for two years, yup his birthday is tomorrow! We'll be celebrating it on teusday, though at Chili's. Not a lot of people, we're holding 2 diff b-days because both me and my husband's parents are divorced. His dad's in Mississippi, so we just talked to him on the phone. We'll be goin to my dad's in the morning and then evening with be with our moms. Yay...<.<;;; i hate being in the middle. on the one hand...many parties and gifts...more grandparents for my son....i had the same thing...but....it's a royal headache now.....you think it's any easier on the adult children?? nope...nuh uh....we can cope...but holiday functions are a nightmare!!!!

Other news. I'm have finished my first book and am hunting down an agent....it feels odd to know that'll i'll have an agent...i'll need one to get published....kinda scary and exciting and nerve wracking...kinda sends me into panic mode, i'm trying to chill though. It's just strange to think i'll have an agent...as if i were someone important....very strange indeed.

interesting

2005-08-11T21:51:00.000-07:00

((MUSIC)) "The Warlock's Fife"- Lifescapes
Don't you just love people who take your money? I know they love doing, damned evilloan people..i know i paid it off...then out of nowhere they say...you owe 400 more......damn them all to hell.

In less stressful...however a tad bit more stressful but exciting, i may be pregnant. I have not had a period in 2 months..the first month (and i've done this often) it was because i over stressed myeself and skipped the month...i've done that at least 3 times now. But this past month, i haven't been stressed, i've been happy....i've had cramps at night...and sometimes a bit of nausia in the moring, nothing to really count as bothersome, but i have woken up everyday with a very dry mouth, and i've lost some of my weight rather quickly. So i'm lead to believe i most likely am.

I am going to get checked out soon, i'll tell ya then.

Dog eats Cat food

2005-08-03T22:48:00.000-07:00

((MOOD))
((MUSIC)) "Last in my Winds"- Weib Kreuz

So James' dog, Lavie, keeps eatin all the cat food...which is costing me, i had moved the food into our room...but she'd found it and still insists on eating it when we aren't looking and sometimes when we are. -.-'.

In other news...the cat is alittle nuts, but i have discovered that i mainly witness this insanity in house cats....like a case of cabin fever or somethin lol. Stryder has been runnin around insanly, chasing invisible things on the floor, staring at walls....or sometimes at nothing at all. It's weirdin me out. XP .he has this crazed look on him a lot...he's so weird..and yet...so adorable.
STRYDER

LAVIE

and there they are..the cuties ^^

soreness of two kinds

2005-08-02T23:26:00.000-07:00

((MOOD))
((MUSIC)) "The Death Song"- Marylin Manson
((Phrase of the moment)) "we light a candle on an earth we made into hell...and pretend that we're in heaven"
..i would ramble on again about bills....but i'm trying to remind myself that almost all of em are paid for right now. *deep breath* worked out more and ...it doesn't hurt as much te second time...until the end. Tried stretching and i can't do it very well anymore....man...i used to stretch all over the place....and then...i stopped...for a year...now i can't..-.-'.

Laundry...

2005-08-01T19:58:00.000-07:00

((MOOD))

((MUSIC)) "Mobscene"- Marylin Manson

This is just sad....with all the bills left over from the last apartment and all the activation fees...move in fees...transfer of service fees and all the other fucking fees that the fucking government pigs and the damned bastards running big fucking corporate companies thrust upon us all....i am running very low on cash and paying things late.....-.-** shoot me....no...better yet shoot them. MONEY IS EVIIIILLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really think i would have prefered living in the past where people used to barter....or hell i'll even go for the 'Star Trek' thing where money no longer matters...where people don't need money to define themselves. But we all know that'll never happen......freakin corporate pigs.....i hope you all rot in hell!!!!!! Better yet, i hope they go to hell and suffer mortal pain that no being could stand....die...then stay in hell....and be tortured yet again...for all eternity *evil laughter*

*Ahem* Forgive the rant....but all of you who know how it is when you do't have much money to do anything at all.

Anywho....in other news....*phone call* well....that's one less bill to worry about...my father-in-law had gotten us our last phone and had payed the bills for us...and since the last one was late...they had sent it to us..we were confused cause none of us saw the last bill. Well he found it and is going to pay it for us, so now i don't have to send it..plus the 75 something to make sure they don't shut off the phone. That put me in a better mood ^.^

Anywho, because of the money problem i really haven't had spare cash to do laundry...soooooo...i am washing stuff by hand in the tub and then hanging it with a fan pointed at the clothes. Sad ain't it? lol oh well.....best i can do right now..............i do wish we had our own washer and dryer 9.9...a girl can be hopeful ne?

Backness

2005-07-20T11:17:00.000-07:00

((MOOD))
((MUSIC)) "unite"- Hamasaki Ayumi (Ayu Trance)

I am back and i couldn't be more happy. I have two animals here: Lavie (James' (my brow in law) dog) and my cat Stryder....the drooling cat. However he isn't drooling as much now....he drooled for almost 3 days strait when we got him here...now i think he's almost dried out. He enjoys being an inside cat very much. The two look to be getting along for the most part...and i'm not worried about the dog tormenting the cat...no..she's to nice...it's the cat, i'm afraid, that is beating up the puppy....but only sometimes. lol

Most everything is unpacked and the best part of the move is.....we have a dishwater now XD....thank goodness..i hate washing dishes. XP

Gone for a bit

2005-07-05T22:48:00.000-07:00

((MUSIC))"Pump It"- Black Eyed Peas

I am posting my last post until i get a telephone at our new place, but i must have this phone cut off. I am leaving the morning of July 8th.....i'll post when i get back online...love ya'll

Ja na
-------Kasumi

quizzi post 1

2005-07-04T21:53:00.000-07:00

You Are Chocolate Chip Ice Cream

You are kind, popular, and generous.
You tend to be successful at anything you try.
A social butterfly, you are great at entertaining a crowd.
You are most compatible with strawberry ice cream.

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You?

Your Virgo Drinking Style

Hey brainiac, you are compelled to impose order onto your bender.
Your famously fussy quest for purity could lead to drinking less than other signs, sure...
But it could also lead to drinking booze neatly (like sucking down organic wine or having extreme brand loyalty).
You rarely get fully shellacked -- but, oh, when you do!

Virgo's controlled by the intellect, but there's an unbridled beast lurking within, and they let it loose when walloped. It's dead sexy (and surprisingly unsloppy). As one Virgo friend used to declare, "I'm going to drink myself into a low level of intelligence tonight." A toast to the subgenius IQ!

Your Signature Cocktails

Many Virgos prefer clear, simple, untreacly drinks like vodka tonic or a real margarita, though you can be found drinking anything from unflinchingly downing Cuervo straight to smirkingly ordering a dirty virgin. You also tend to like bitter, low-alk guzzles like Campari and soda. However, you rarely change your signature drink once you've found it.

Your Celebrity Drinking Buddies

Cameron Diaz, Hugh Grant, Keanu Reeves, Nicole Richie, Bill Murray, Jada Pinkett Smith, Adam Sandler, and Ricki Lake.

What's Your Alcohoroscope?

i rarely(if ever) drink, last bit of alcohol i had was about a year ago or more when i had just a sip of Blue Tarantula, which is really good. lol...but i prefer not to drink, i get really grumpy and tired when i have alcohol :/

Part Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

Part Passionate Kisser

For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

My husband is a lucky guy XD

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Your Birthdate: August 24

Born on the 24th, you have a greater capacity for responsibility and helping others than your may have realized.

You may also become the mediator and peacemaker in inharmonious situations.

Devoted to family, you tend to manage and protect.

This birth date adds to the emotional nature and perhaps to the sensitivities.

Affections are important to you; both the giving and the receiving.

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

KRISTIN
K	is for	Keen
R	is for	Romantic
I	is for	Intelligent
S	is for	Shy
T	is for	Trendy
I	is for	Ideal
N	is for	Normal

What Does Your Name Mean?

You Are the Peacemaker

9

You are emotionally stable and willing to find common ground with others.

Your friends and family often look to you to be the mediator when there is conflict.

You are easy going and accepting. You take things as they come.

Avoding conflict at all costs, you're content when things are calm.

What number are you?

Your Life Path Number Is 9

9

The keys your Life Path are compassion, generosity, and a very humanitarian attitude.

You are very trustworthy, honorable, and unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice.

Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself.

If you are in a position to help, you certainly will.

You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling and compassion.

The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position and poses certain responsibilities.

Your purpose of life is of a philosophical nature.

Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy.

Material gains are not overly important to you.

You have a very selfless attitude and will give up of material possessions for the common good.

he desire to help others, especially the troubled or underprivileged, is strong.

You are apt to frequently find yourself being used and let down by others, as your generosity is misused and abused.

Your very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields.

Here you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.

Often, however, there if a great deal of difficulty finding a suitable outlet for the your Life Path.

You are usually well suited to the helping and healing professions... but less inclined to the competitive business environment.

You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality.

You have a special gift of understanding people, which if used correctly can be of great benefit to others.

Your interest in people tends to make you quite social.

People just naturally like you because you are so sympathetic, tolerant and broad-minded.

In many ways, you are a romantic that can get lost in your loves and passions.

Relationships can be difficult for you, however, because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively.

If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting.

On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.

As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side, and because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category.

It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed... because selflessness is not an easy trait.

You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying.

You must accept that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of your path.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

You Are A Pine Tree

You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony.

Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others.

A natural poet, you have a very active imagination.

You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance.

You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed.

What is Your Celtic Horoscope?

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Happy 4th

2005-07-04T12:01:00.000-07:00

((MOOD))
((MUSIC))"It's Gonna Rain"- Bonnie Pink

Happy 4th of July, ...my husband as to work and ima go spend time with mom and my future step-father...*head starts to hurt* -.-;

....?!

2005-07-03T22:49:00.000-07:00

((MOOD))
((MUSIC))"Don't Phunk with my Heart"- Black Eyed Peas
((Fav Song Phrase)) *too busy dancing around stupidly*

My mother....divorced only 9 days.....is now engaged to the man she's been dating.....the man...who is older than my husband by 4 months....please shoot me now -.-;;;

test time

2005-07-02T20:16:00.000-07:00

my quizies
Take the quiz: "What"Dousojin Lin" Race are you?"

Nekojin
A nekojin! Very different indeed! and not to mention cute! You are one cuddly creature...can i pet you? XP

Take the quiz: "What"NQH" race should you be?"

Cherubim
You're a Cherubim!You a very knowledgable and helpful person and you only lie to protect yourself and those you love from certain death of from harm. You do tend to be moody, having a little person complex. You get very defensive and hot-headed, but people still love you because you are the best friend they could ever ask for. Protective and dedicated, you are the true hero.

other quizies

What type of girl are you?

WOW!!! You are the Genius Blonde!! Very rare. You should be proud, you make us blondes look good!! People like you prove that the stereotype that blondes are dumb is false! Thank you!

^.~ hell yeah!
Justice
Justice- with you is all that is fair and true in the hearts of men.
The Seven Heavenly Virtues

Seven Deadly Sins
only with husband ^.~

Worries Lessen

2005-07-02T16:14:00.000-07:00

((MOOD))
((MUSIC)) "Spank the Monkey"- Schwein (a japanese/german/english band)
((Phrase of the moment))wooohooo

Well, we slept out on the futon, and it worked! Once we settled in it took me only 20 minutes to pass out XD. We still stayed up late, so didn't sleep much. We had to go feed the horses and one of em....*shakes head* Octavia was slightly bleeding from her nose. So we on;y slightly paniced and called the vet. He wasn't making farm calls today and all we had was a car..... -.-; So we call my father-in-law, who was headed out anyway to get his trailor (he often helps these people with their horses) He was to be headed on a run (he also transports horses cross-country). When we called, he already knew which horse it was, aparently....she does that all the time...gets sick and has nose-bleeds often....-.-;;;; Just to be safe and to get her an anti-histamin for her cold ....lol..sad that i paniced over that. Well, we loaded her up and he dropped her off at the vet before taking off. We set free the other mare, Octavia's daughter Katie, to run with the other mares that just roam free across the property...if we hadn't she woula broken fences (burning herself on the way through the hot wire -.-) to get to them anyway. So that means i don't need to worry about her, and just focus on the two males. So that job just got easier and i'm relieved.

When we got home, we passed out and slept real nice....i just woke up at 5 and i feel rested, unlike i have in a while ^.^ so i am pleased.

116?! O.o

2005-07-01T08:17:00.000-07:00

((MOOD))
((MUSIC)) "Moi Lolita"- Alizee
((TODAY'S PHRASE)) hold the 'S' because i am an ain't

Well....the heat index here yesterday was 116.....o.o; my gawd....i really hate the summer weather.

Other than the heat driving my mad...since i'm tacking care of the horses and the dogs, there's lots of dust and sand...of which i am also allergic (i live in Texas and i'm allergic to dust and peppers....very very sad -.-;;) I'm also allergic to hay.....*sigh*...it makes my arms break out....and any time i handle hay and dust at the same time.....i get sick. -_-** Then there's the matter of unwashed dogs and my allergy to their dander. If animals are clean i'm not really affected, but since they are filthy and covered in dust....i've become even worse off. We went to feed this morning and by the time we were finish, my eyes became severly irritated, red and itchy, i started sneezing all over and i felt like i just couldn't get the dirt and hair off my face...even though i had....i felt like i was covered. So i washed off when i got back....but my nose is still pretty runny, i'm slightly sick, but i still gotta do this through monday...so i shall be sick in the meantime.

In other news, the insomnia was worse, but now i really know the cause of it, not just the stress either; this is an old and poorly cared for apartment complex, roaches live in the walls you can't get rid of em...and the ac vents for the back rooms are clogged. It's the heat that is keeping me up. The master bedroom is on the west end....with clogged ac vents, so it is hot and muggy, very sticky. We've decided that for the remainder of our stay here we are going to fold out the futon in the living room, where all the air goes...nice and cool ^.^. Maybe i can sleep more...i only got 3 hours last night due to the heat and having to feed animals this morning.

*prays for sleep and wanders off*

Anxious

2005-06-30T13:41:00.000-07:00

((MOOD))
((MUSIC)) "Cloud Age Symphony" -Okino (from LastExile)
I'm really getting anxious now, last night i didn't pass out until 5:30am. I'm nearly done packing, but i still have a few things to do. The closet and the stuff i left laying out, stuff we still needed to use..i have boxes laying out to pack them when we absolutly are ready to take off.

I'm also, currently, helping my mother move her stuff out. They may have sold the house, and mom wants to get her stuff out and then move on with her life. Dad is still creating a few problems for her, and his family has cut mom completly out.....*sigh* 21 years of friendship with her and they cut her out over the divorse...my gawd. I am astonished....that side of my family has no class and it often sickens me. They are my family, yes, and i love them, but that is bullshit if you ask me.

Well yesterday we were able to catch almost all the rest of the kitties. 2 left to possibly catch. Paige and Timon. There is no way in hell we'll catch Morpheous or Aurther, they are too wild. But, hopefully i can catch Moe-moe (Timon) he's close to 12 years old and still loves to hunt. Mom really wants me to take him with me when i move so he can become and inside-cat and live the rest of his days safly indoors. Cool and pampered. He shouldn't mind that too much, i only fear that he'll be the snot out of my brother-in-law's (he'll be living with us) dog Lavie...a border collie who loves to heard everyone and everything. My other cat that i'll be taking with me, Stryder, will probably take a few swings at her as well....but more than likely he'll run and hide; either that or he'll hop in my lap and start to drool and drip snot. ^.^; Stryder is a very odd kitty...he drools when he purrs...goes into a catatonic state and begins to drip from both mouth and nose...LOL.. Weird ain't it? lol oh well, i still love the little furball.

Fair-warning just incase i don't post til then, i'll be disappearing offline when i move July 8th for i don't know how long.

A Little Lost

2005-06-27T20:05:00.000-07:00

((MOOD))

((MUSIC)) "Cryin" - Aerosmith

Ever get to a point in your life that you go.....where the hell am I....really? I'm getting ready to move soon, I get to have animals at this apartment (thank gawd), my husband and I will be living there with his brother. Which won't be a problem, his room is on the opposite end and it's a decent sized place and he's lived with a couple before. We are all pretty close. He hangs out with us when we/he aren't/ isn't working anyway.

So because of the moving, I've gotten excited and haven't been sleeping....hell....I don't get tired til 3-4 am..and I don't pass out until 5-6am....it's starting to wear me down. I'm not working because of the move..and I was sick of their bullshit, but i'm currently looking. What i really want to do is write my stories...but i've had so much on my mind that i just can't. My parents just got divorced...that wore me out cause they were kinda bringing me into it. My mom is dating a man who is 17 years younger than her....4 years older than me...and the same age as my husband.....so that has kinda eroded away some of my sanity. Now mom has a tattoo on her lower back...when I don't even have one......the one who kinda wierded out when I had a second set of holes in my ears. This is like the feminine form of mid-life crisis. My mother, who used to be the shy quiet type in school, then self -conscious over-weight woman, is now lost weight...not all but most, and is acting like a teenager. The real party kind too. Some parts of me aren't surprised, my mother is a very open woman......but.....still weirds me out O.o;.

This isn't the only thing wearing me down, the move too...just very excited, but worrying about money....finding a job...not believing in myself...i gained like 10 pounds and i'm depressed. *sigh* Other times i'm fine, but i've just stressed myself and i'm worn out. I've been packing too, and i'm the only one doing it.

Yes, i know, you're thinking, 'Make your husband help' and 'lazy bum of a husband', quite the contrary, he's working two jobs....with no days off. He goes to work at one job from five til like 9pm then at 10 leaves for his graveyard shift at the other til 8:30 in the morning and then sleeps, wakes up...and does it all over again. He feels extremely bad for it too. He hates being away from me, leaving me alone at night. Bought me roses today because i was feeling so down, the sweetheart. Sure...some of you might be suspicious..'.overnighter, yeah right...do you see any of that money?' Of course i do...i control the account. I have the checkbook, because he's poor at keeping track of things, i know his paydays which are every week. I take the check..and i deposit it, i pay the bills accordingly to what we can afford and when. he has a credit card, since i made it joint, but it is my account and i even watch it on the net to make sure (a certain company who's fucked us over once) doesn't do it again. I keep my records. So my husband is helpful when he's awake and can help. It's just wearing me out with the packing and i have a tendency to worry unnecessarily over nothing at all and i get over excited. I really need to relax more. *sigh* I guess the drinking of over 5 soda's a day doesn't help either? O.o; i really need to like take a bubble bath or something...only i packed the bubbles....>.< shoot me now... *jams to some H.I.M.* I'll go try to calm myself...*yawns* ....well there's a good sign at least....maybe i can pass-out early today.

Top 5 list

2005-06-26T20:13:00.000-07:00

Alist to let you get to know me before hand.

My fav list

TV AND VIDEO

Top 5 tv shows?

Friends, House, Law and Order SVU, Law and Order and Numb3rs.

How about animated shows?

Simpsons, Family Guy, Futurama, King of the Hill, and Kim Possible (Rufus is cool)

Now anime?

Rurouni Kenshin, Fruits Basket, Last Exile, VanDread and Cowboy Bebop

Movies?

Fifth Element, Everafter, The Whole Nine Yards, City Slickers and The Crow

Anime movies?

Vampire Hunter D, Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, Kite, Spirited Away and Mononoke Hime (Princess Mononoke)

Fav actors?

Johnny Depp, Bruce Willis, Matthew Perry, Jackie Chan and Brandon Lee (says a little Prayer)

Actresses?

Drew Barrymore, Sandra Bullock, Eva Longoria (my fellow Spurs fan XD), Julia Stiles and Leelee Sobieski

STEREO

Fav singers/ bands?

H.I.M, DollyBraid, SR 71, Marilyn Manson and Loreena McKennette

Fav. Songs?

"Broken like an angel"- Dollybraid, "San Pedro"- Dollybraid, "Wicked Game"- H.I.M. (originally done by Chris Isaak and is still a fav.), "Love Me, Just leave me alone"- Jewel, and "Black Velvet"- Alana Miles

FOOD

Snack?

Brownie, Pocky, Triple chocolate ice cream, Pirouette and Canolies

Vegetables?

Corn, Broccolli, Carrots, Green Beans and Celery

Fruits?

Orange, Plum, Strawberry, Pineapple and Blueberry

Meats?

STEAK! STEAK! Chicken, turkey and MORE STEAK!

Seafood?

Shrimp, Calamari (squid mmmm...lol), clam, and Tuna...no fifth....

Breads or pasta favs?

White Bread, muffins, bagels, macaronni and townhouse crackers o.o

Any food Allergies?

Banana, Watermellon, iceburg lettuce, romain lettuce and all peppers. may be more...i'm unsure :/

LITERATURE

Fav Authors?

Anne Rice, Janet Evanovich, Sydney Sheldon, Laurel K. Hamilton and J.K. Rowling

Fav Books?

The Vampire Lestat, Kiss of Shadows, Order of the Pheonix, Shade's Children and Nothing Lasts Forever

Fav. Chars?

Lestat, Barinthus (Kiss of shadows), Sirius Black, Jason (Nothing Lasts Forever), and *tied* Fred and George Weasley

Fav. Manga-ka (manga artist)?

Watase Yu, CLAMP, Miyazaki (including all his films and manga) those are my top 3 can't think who i would love more

Fav Manga?

Ayashi no Ceres, Kill Me Kiss Me, Fruits Basket, Inu Yasha and Hana Kimi

Fav Manga chars?

Aogiri Yuhi, Sagara Sanosuke, Izumi Sano, Inu Yasha and Sohma Shigure

COLORS/ NUMBERS/ ANIMALS

fav colors?

black, silver, dark blue, dark purple and red

fav #? 5

fav animals?

cats, dogs, rabbits, wolves and tigers

current pet favs or pet you've been close to in the past?

my first dog Samantha Jo (white german shepard), my black cat Piper (was like my own child...got killed), Stryder ( my grey tiger cat), MudBlossum (Blossum) my chow/retriever mix and Crash (my orange and white giant turkish cat) he's very comical.